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all spit and spite up all night
& down every day..
Created on 2004-05-19 13:50:32 (#3197419), last updated 2005-01-19
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| Name: | Rosealia. |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 08-30 |
| Location: | New Jersey, United States |
so ive been hangin out by the trains depot
no i dont ride i just sit and watch the people there
and they remind me of wind - up cars in motion
the way they spin and turn and jockey for positions
and i want to scream out that it all is nonesense
your life is one track cant you see its pointless?
but just then my knees give under me
and my head feels weak
and suddenly
its clear to see it not them, but me
who has lost my self identity
as i hide behind these books i read
while scribbling my poetry
like art could save a wretch like me
with some ideal ideology that no one could hope to achieve
and im never real, its just a sketch of me
and everything i make is trite, and cheap
and a waste of paint, of tape, of time.
no i dont ride i just sit and watch the people there
and they remind me of wind - up cars in motion
the way they spin and turn and jockey for positions
and i want to scream out that it all is nonesense
your life is one track cant you see its pointless?
but just then my knees give under me
and my head feels weak
and suddenly
its clear to see it not them, but me
who has lost my self identity
as i hide behind these books i read
while scribbling my poetry
like art could save a wretch like me
with some ideal ideology that no one could hope to achieve
and im never real, its just a sketch of me
and everything i make is trite, and cheap
and a waste of paint, of tape, of time.
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